Oct. 8, 2003
The beginning of the spirit
Oct. 6, 2003
I asked the atoms from the sky and the universe about the beginning of universe.
They didn't answer it readily but
I was given the answer on
Oct. 7, 2003.
"There was nothing in the universe and it was total darkness
at the beginning of it.
The thing which showed up first
was conscious mind and it thought（What?）.
Then it thought what I am.
It also thought whether there is
someone beside myself.
The conscious mind started to look for
It was the first movement of the
The movement to try to "catch"
showed up and the thing whose part
is caught came to have conscious mind,
It is the conscious mind whose
feeling is I don't want to be caught.
It is shown by the vision given to you.
（I was looking at the vision
on Oct. 4）
１） The light rod of pale white.
２） The end of the light rod
become like jackknifed and it begins to move as if it tries to pinch something.
３） The white light turn into
the color of gold and catch something?
The whirlpool is made when the above
movement is repeated.
Next an ammonite showed up as